2) I hate my paying job with a passion. My internship is my favorite thing in the whole entire world.
3) But, I feel like I'm in a rut and would rather not continue at FIT for the next two years, but I will regret going somewhere else, so I am going to stay.
4) So, for these next two years, I will be counting down the days till I can begin grad school(?)/move to Paris
5) I am not unhappy BECAUSE of the death of my cousin/big brother/etc, but I am realizing a lot of things that I wouldn't otherwise be realizing had I not been forced to think so much about my life.
6) Lenny brought some of the best and some of the worst people into my life and now I have to sort through them all. Why are the good ones so hard to reach, and the bad ones so hard to get rid of?
7) Leia and I are doing a pop-up store in less than one month and we need to start planning. This could go very well or be a big, big waste of time and money.
8) I am going to California over spring break. Every vacation I will take this year will have some bigger meaning than just getting on a plane for me. And this is no exception. It's not actually the purpose of the trip, but the underlying meaning is there regardless.
9) I'm doing okay now, and generally happy, but deep down, I am scared for the future and pretty lonely. My biggest fears are what I feel like I'm forgetting/letting go of, the more time goes on.
10) I have procrastinated way too long already, and now must get back to Valentino. Even though I just want to bake cookies and go to bed.
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